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    住在春天,靠近海洋

         晚无意中听到曹方的新单曲《住在春天》,歌唱着女孩的幸福:住在春天,靠近海洋,一个爱的人,一只狗……两个人一辈子,比较温柔,你拉着我,向南走,向北走,愿把所有交托你手中。
         去年的这个时候,我在返校前参加了至今以来的第一次招聘会,也是最后一次。那时的自己刚刚意识到离开校园后的无所适从,离开那个可以“面朝大海、春暖花开”的地方,我有了强烈的不舍,很强烈的感觉,仿佛自己是个贪念十足的人,想要紧紧抓住自己想要的,就那样过一辈子。
         往往,人总是在回想的时候,才会意识到时光荏苒。毕业后的这一年间,我始终排斥着身份的转变,好久以后,终于把空间个人信息栏中的“学生”两字删去,那一刻,长长的舒一口气,似乎放下了一个大大的包袱,又似乎放弃了一件最最珍贵的东西。
         一个人来到上海并没有想象中的那般乐观,如今依旧靠近海洋,却完全没了当初的那般情境。独立生活久了会害怕自己变得冷漠,怕自己会忘掉很多不该忘掉的人和事。记得上回同学聚会的时候,老姚跟我聊起高一时住在一起的种种,我竟然完全想不起来,对着一问三不知的我,对方终于怒了,叫嚣着“你丫回去给我好好想想~~”那天徐同学开车送我们走的时候,我一个人窝在后座,拼命想回忆起些什么,终是无果。再后来,偶尔停下手边的工作,总会想起一些来。高一的某个晚上,我们整个屋的女生错过了百年一遇的狮子座流星雨;在学校餐厅吃午饭的时候,天花板上的玻璃曾坠下来一块,心悸好久;每次买午餐的时候我总是首选金牌卤鸭套餐,并且每次都要让师傅帮我把蔬菜换掉;还有,那次从餐厅出来,鞋带散了,是老姚立马蹲下给我系上的……
         我从不奢望歌唱中的幸福,一直以来,能够守着我爱的家人、朋友,守着记忆中曾有过的种种,那温暖就如沐春风一般。相信我们终究都会遇见自己的幸福,那种老人眼中真实的幸福。

         「此文写给你们。」

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    晓梅 田wrote:
    去年的今天忘记是在做什么了,但是今天的我却知道现在在做什么……
    Mar. 13
    飞飞 GFwrote:
    呵呵。。幸福其实就在身边 仔细感受它一直存在着的。。。
    Mar. 13

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